OMG!! I am so sad right now!! So my friend Sharise's brother had this little tiny kitten from the res and it was like three weeks when he got it. His mom wanted it gone so my sister sam was going to take it and this thing was seriously the cutest cat and we took it in the room with us last night and Sharise woke up saying the cat was dead and i thought she meant she was "going to kill it" because it shit on the bed or something then i realized thats not what she sounded like....we killed the cat! We squished it!!! And all I can think of is being in a dog pile and feeling suffocated and not being able to get out not being able to yell for everyone to get off and that was what that cat felt like!!
Want to know what really makes me mad though? Ok so I am not religious and I rarely pray but last weekish Laurie said the cat wasnt going to live because they shouldnt be from their mom till six weeks so I went to sharises I looked at that cat which just sat on my one hand, and I prayed I prayed to God to let that cat live to help it be strong...and we killed it. It died... =[
Anyways I needed to get that out. Ashton saying "how can you kill a cat!!?" wasnt very helpful