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Journal Entry: Wed Jun 4, 2008, 9:24 PM
why hello ther
ok guy I will admit I have been lacking in the deviation department lately...i got a new laptop so I promise to be on more now!

how has everyone been doing I know most of you have been pretty stressed...hope things pick up for everyone soon :)

Me on the other hand? Well things have been a pretty long roller coaster ride, heres the little down low...

So september I was nervous for school and I was stressing out things were just not going well...I had taken some (or alot) of tylenol and my sister had found out she took me to the hospital where I talked to a couple psychiatrists...I started seeing a mental health counsilour who I had a prett hard time talking to...things got alot worse before they got better...I landed myself in the childrens ward at kelowna general hospital because I overdosed and was missing for about 7 hours...I left a note to my sister telling her I was sorry and thanks to my friend they found me a mile up the mountain...I was in hospital for 5 days before they let me out. My sister told me I had to move out because I had failed to keep myself safe...So I went into a temporary foster home and things werent looking anybetter there. I had landed myself in the hospital again while I was living there and then two more times at my new(now old) foster home. I had jumped off a 30 foot bridge, and had a potential lethal overdose.
This was a scary time for me I was not getting along with my foster mom and by march we got into a fight where she left me stranded at a payphone so I went to my friends house with whom I was really close with her family...i slowly grew happier and learnt new coping skills. I had made 4 serious suicide attempts and am now doing much better.
I am finishing up grade ten, working at canadian tire(wich I have one more day left at because I quit) and now at quality greens.
I am in a teen suicide prevention group called LifeSavers in wich I present to schools at tell them about suicide prevention etc...I am also in a international suicide prevention group wich happens in september, I will be a teen leader at that...
my sixteenth birthday is in 15 days I and couldnt be more content. I feel like my life is slowly getting back on track. I have a good group of friends, a great counsilour and I am still living with my friend and her family.


So I am hoping to keep to deviant art a bit more now as I miss you all so very much!
I would liek to thank you all for being there and supporting me when I needed somone to talk to.

  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: say - john mayer
  • Reading: hollywood jock
  • Drinking: water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16 (june 19)
  • Current Residence: British Columbia
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: Kickboxing, Rugby, drawing, music, animals, softball, photography
  • Favourite movie: A little Princess, save the last dance
  • Favourite band or musician: To many
  • Favourite genre of music: hmmm...country...or all
  • Favourite artist: no one in particular
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chel Silverstein, Robart Frost, Emilie Dickonson
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract, Landscape, Animal
  • MP3 player of choice: Mp3
  • Favourite game: Monopoly, Life
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stitch, Timon, Betty Boop
  • Personal Quote: Let your tears come. Let them water your soul.
  • Tools of the Trade: imagination, pencils, sketch book, camera

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Devious Comments

~chinkiwinki:iconchinkiwinki: Sep 2, 2008, 1:40:34 PM
hiya, thanks for the :+fav: ^_^
~Marianne-Blacklands:iconMarianne-Blacklands: Jun 19, 2008, 2:54:30 PM
hey girl, happy b-day!! :D hope you are having a wonderful time! :hug: :star:

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Being possessed by anyone would have scared me. Being possessed by a sociopathic nymphomaniac sadomasochist that I had killed personally was too frightening and too ironic for words.
--Anita Blake -Blue Moon.
~Marianne-Blacklands:iconMarianne-Blacklands: Jun 6, 2008, 1:58:24 AM
hey hello girl!
how have you been? :)
I want to thank you for your commets, the one in "pain" was really sweet, and I thank you honestly :star:
I'm glad to see that you're back with new deviations XD
Snow is really pretty :)

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Being possessed by anyone would have scared me. Being possessed by a sociopathic nymphomaniac sadomasochist that I had killed personally was too frightening and too ironic for words.
--Anita Blake -Blue Moon.
~hairology:iconhairology: Mar 30, 2008, 7:48:17 AM
Just dropped by to say hello. How are you lass?
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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 2:27:56 AMFlagged as spam
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Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~Snake-Doc:iconSnake-Doc: Feb 25, 2008, 8:29:21 PM
oh man, you have way more deviations than me lol
~dehouse42:icondehouse42: Feb 21, 2008, 11:29:06 PM
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.


First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!

Second, if I don't get this back I understand...

I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved!
*AshleyXBrooke87:iconAshleyXBrooke87: Jan 27, 2008, 4:36:37 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :aww:

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~*AsH*~
--Click the gummy...:gummybear: I dare you
*SecretAdmirerPlz:iconSecretAdmirerPlz: Jan 22, 2008, 11:38:13 AM
:iconbemyvalentineplz: Oh My! It looks like someone has sent you a rose? But who?

I guess this means you have someone out there who admires you!
:flirty:


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You are receiving this message because someone out there has noticed how great you are! To send a anonymous rose to someone, send a note to *SecretAdmirerPlz

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~Community Love is Contagious~
~buffnstuff:iconbuffnstuff: Jan 9, 2008, 12:37:51 AM
thanks for the fav
*q-118:iconq-118: Dec 9, 2007, 1:48:11 PM
Thank you for adding some of my work to your :+fav: list, it's always appreciated. :thumbsup:

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"Imagination is more important than knowledge." Albert Einstein.

:devart:

Proud to be a member of *WildlifeUK
*faestock:iconfaestock: Nov 30, 2007, 9:16:03 PM
Hi, cheers for the :+fav: :cake:
-jess

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my art account *away-with-the-fae
My photography account ~fae-photography
*HomeBass:iconHomeBass: Nov 28, 2007, 10:06:39 AM
Thank you for everything :hug: :) :rose:

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Σ.
*BrilliantPsychosis:iconBrilliantPsychosis: Nov 28, 2007, 9:56:27 AM
Thanks for adding my work to your favourites! :)

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im not afriad of dying. pieces of me die all the time.
~dehouse42:icondehouse42: Nov 27, 2007, 11:53:22 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: :hug:

How have you been, haven't seen you around in a while? :rose:
*FrozenStarRo:iconFrozenStarRo: Nov 18, 2007, 2:36:55 AM
thank you so much for adding me to your watchlist, it is greatly appreciated :hug:

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"Dead is the new alive
Despair's the new survival
A pointless point of view"
Emilie Autumn

my stock *ro-stock
~kaytii:iconkaytii: Nov 15, 2007, 9:49:45 PM
Thanks for the fav on Sweeney :hug:
*AshleyXBrooke87:iconAshleyXBrooke87: Nov 3, 2007, 10:44:01 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :aww:

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~*AsH*~
--Click the gummy...:gummybear: I dare you
~PhantomWolf:iconPhantomWolf: Nov 1, 2007, 1:41:19 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fave! :D

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Phantom :frail:

"You guys get to go wherever you want, no one telling you what to do. That's the life. It's just not my life."
~ Toph, Avatar:the Last Airbender
*AshleyXBrooke87:iconAshleyXBrooke87: Nov 1, 2007, 1:34:25 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :)

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~*AsH*~
--Click the gummy...:gummybear: I dare you
*Shards-of-Shame:iconShards-of-Shame: Oct 28, 2007, 1:17:43 PM
Thank you for the faves.

I hope things are looking up on your end.

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Things rise and then fall, only to rise again.

Never give up.
*Shards-of-Shame:iconShards-of-Shame: Oct 28, 2007, 1:16:29 PM
Thank you for the faves.

I hope things are looking up on your end.

--
Things rise and then fall, only to rise again.

Never give up.
*randgsmomma:iconrandgsmomma: Oct 28, 2007, 9:09:37 AM
Thanks for the new favs on my color splash work!! :hug:

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....Laughter is timeless, Imagination has no age. And dreams are forever.